Yeah. It’s not good. I can’t sleep. I’m not happy with anyone. I’m already grieving. I’m so excited to leave but so stressed about what has to be done and the emotional toil of the next three weeks. I can’t wait to meet new people but I’m busy missing others. There’s also the money. I’m collapsing. I’m dreading everything about tomorrow. And especially the next day. I’m ready to run away.
ohana means family. family means having your life choices questioned and your flaws pointed out to you
I’m glad there’s no food in my stomach because I would definitely purge it up right now if there was